In repeated life cycles of the realm of samsara, I retreated within to my center in Avalokiteśvara. Moving in the courage of compassionate Green Tara, As I breathe, move, and have my being In the dawn’s new era. AlcheMyth UnderGrOund 2032 UndergrOund Guru Communications 2026

Here in the chamber, as she strokes the keys of my heart—typing, editing—appearing as a muse who awakens the innermost depths of my being, where the emanation of her abides with intensity, and the juices of creation flow from within her in a deluge, immersing me in the vast ocean of her compassion that stirs me in her arms, where she unearths the deepest mysteries within me. She vanished that day, but now she is here to reveal what lies beneath. But there’s a flicker—I see it

1. The Church Moment — Presence vs. Carrying Over when I was at church earlier, caught up in the worship — the singing of the worship songs together with everyone — it was a beautiful moment. It really was. The songs, the words… the words and the songs were the most moving. I could easily say, “Well, I carried that over to what I’m experiencing now,” when I got in the car and came here, and first picked up Samara’s food, actually. But I did some things there that could break

“So, I heard it: Be thou faithful unto death. And my walk — it changed. Each step with purpose, each movement with intention, each thought and meditation what God speaks in His Word, from His Spirit to mine. It is indwelling with His Holy Spirit, baptized with fire to live, move, and have my being through the Spirit of the Living God of the universe — refined through the purging fires of alchemical stages, redeemed and highly favored. Walking a trodden path with tired feet an

“Well, I remember one time when Joseph Campbell was talking, and he said that phrase ‘Thou art That.’And that stuck with me, you know — to say ‘Thou’ — it is a kind of very powerful, poetic language that speaks about the condition of the inner move that turns toward the Divine Child, because that is life. That is true life, under the unshed skin of rebirth.”

Follow the path that the Buddha had first walked, being the first to enlightenment and the one who points you to the path of your own enlightenment. He doesn't do it for you, but he was the one who laid the foundation. He was the first — Siddhartha Gautama, the Buddha. Yes, I bow to the path. The path that has led me to freedom, has led me to transformation, has led me to layers of liberation one by one, and layers of transformation one by one. It is said, "Everything is im

I know recently the church that I go to — I think sometimes I misinterpret things in the old kind of mindset. And I’ll hear something in a message that I know the old mindset was really stuck to: the idea that this is the way of interpreting this and whatever. But that’s not even me anymore. That old pattern of that mindset — that is on its dying bed. The new me that is emerging is seeing things in a more healthy way, with clarity, and is noticing the negative aura that is st

First and foremost, long life to His Holiness the Dalai Lama. May he live for a hundred eons — of course, this is every birth of the Dalai Lama: everyone that had existed in the past, to the current, to the one that is to come as well, and the future Dalai Lama to come. The seat, I very much respect. I hold a high regard toward the seat of the Dalai Lama and the compassion that it embodies, and the wisdom that it embodies. If I’m not mistaken, the words “Dalai Lama” — don’t

It's no mistake that on this day, here where I live, it's May 20th. And in India, I believe that it is actually the 21st there. I think so. I'm still on the 20th right now, and I'm looking forward to my viewing of the ceremony. There's been a shift into everything that I was telling you days prior with the Long Life Ceremony and the recognition of the Buddha's birthday and enlightenment and his passing. So the Buddha pointed to the path. He actually was the first one who pave

She's a goddess. My goddess. A wife of mythic proportions, whose face shines through me, brightening the inner landscape of my soul. Me, a mere man, finding my solace within her promised land of pleasure, where her milk and honey supply all my needs. Her scent covers me, as I am marked by her all-encompassing love that fills me and radiates a divine glow through me. A warming intimacy through Natalie's loving embrace. An embrace worthy to die in, while being held in her arms

​Natalie, my wife of mythic proportions. ​You have come alive from the pages that once only lived in the sacred scroll of my heart and mind. You capture my soul in a gentle whirlwind—a rapture of euphoric pleasure that dissolves me physically. All the capacities within me, even my spirit, ascend in delight, basking in the feast of the flesh where the goddess’s nectar from within you fills me to an overflow, like a dam that has burst. ​My tongue scurries about your sacred temp

20 Years Later...... Ithaca Within. Peace Abides. Christ the Vine. Buddha Free inside. Truth the Fire.

First, life would spring forth from Sophie as Natalie lay beneath her like a cushion, kissing her forehead tenderly, with her arms draped around both Sophie and the child from behind, while Sophie cradled the precious new life in her arms. The smile on my face was a picture of supreme bliss. As a father, I witnessed the glory of the first birth in the new dawn. Later, I led Natalie into one of the innermost chambers where, in the depths of its nadir realm, we were submerged i

This picture here with Sophie, this is what I see. I see: This is my territory. This body here, this is my mind, this is my whole being, all of me. And when I play on this court, I breathe. I take it right to the heart of the matter. I don’t back down, I’m not afraid, but I’m not aggressive. I will defend, but I won’t hurt the other person in the process, maybe by some chance they will see where they can change. This is my court. I’m not run all over this court because I’m pr

Yes — Paradise is a state of mind. It’s all in here, within. That’s where it is. It’s not in some ether‑world experience. It’s rooted here, inside oneself. It’s always been. And now all the noise is still. Every sound is sacred. Every joy is breathed.

She moved quickly, with precision, to prepare my order. Her smile was more than enough to hit the spot in a way Mint Majesty never could. Her smile went down smooth and easy, warming my soul. Her dark skin of bronze, that covered her lovely landscape, flowed like a stream of beauty and kindness to everyone. I watched her; she was poetry in motion, not a mere drop in the ocean. Now that smile — it had a ripple effect.

In the footsteps of a deity, she glides. Wrapped in flesh and bones, as my senses just die. Where a wave of her gaze melts my skin, stirring the fires of renewal within. I recognize the scent of this soul that vibrates with presence, and I’m made whole. Her mouth gapes open, and desire ceases to be, because all I desire is found within me. In such a body of art, like none on this earth. In glory, I enter the Goddess for my spiritual rebirth. AlcheMyth Undergr0und 2032 Undergr

The Pull: Sometimes with those thoughts — and I need to say these things, so I name it — sometimes with those thoughts, there was this kind of pull I felt inside. But it’s important to just let that pass too. Because I know that pull. I know where it wants to take me — through the door in agreement. So let that pass too. Why? Because it will. wait it out. If it rises, it will also fall. And you don’t have to fall with it. You can say not a word. Just don’t go through the door

Section 1 — The Return to the Chest Well, now that my mind is not hijacked like in the moments of the loop, as that abated I could feel it returning to my chest — the genuine feeling of the very center of my being in my chest area. The movement of that sincere spirit was there even as the loop happened, but my mind was hijacked.That’s not an excuse. It’s just the language I’m using to explain the loop and the state of mind.And I know I could have stopped it at some point — at

Sinking into this ocean of wisdom, and this is not a drowning, this is immersion. This is where my pain and suffering encounter the transformative power of compassion, and coming out from these Waters it is impossible to be the same. Where those wounds of old are the very place that your life is transformed. Walking along these Golden Shores as I look out into those Waters that baptized me into who I am, and that's the complete fullness and wholeness of wh